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jeudi 25 décembre 2008

How could you become a nihilist if you're a good guy ?

What's a nihilist ? For many people, nihilists are only someone who don't trust in the possibility of one philosophy could be better than another. In this respect, these kind of person, who claimed to be "nihilists", are some original and unclever persons because it seems they don't want to have a "true" opinion. In opposite, some of people think the "nihilists" are always someone who disagree with the contemporary society... Both of these opinions are wrong. I have to explain.

Be nihilist is the possibility to know there is no solution for every world or philosophical problems. It's also the possibility to accept every way of mind, because no one is the better one. It depends at anytime from the context. Be nihilist allows you to respect the other in a philosophical way. In this respect, you seem to be more tolerant than you had to be, especially with someone who has an intolerant way of thinking against the most important ideas...

I think it could happen you have some moral rules - in the sense of Kant - and you're also nihilist. If you just keep your moral rule for you, and never shared it with the others, no one could know you respect them. If, in the same time, you explained how poor are every philosophical systems, or - worst - every moral system of rule, then you could be called "nihilist" from everyone.

I am a nihilist who is like Doctor Jeckyll and Mister Hide, Jeckyll is the nihilist side and Hide the moral side. In my public relationship, i will be all the time Jeckyll, because this is the only sincere way to discover the truth. But, with my relationship with humans, except to argue about ideas (which in an another world linking with Plato), i need to live and to do some things. If i was only in the world of ideas, i couldn't do something according to the nihilism, because i couldn't make a choice. So, i have to choose some basical ideas to create my own behaviour and act everyday.

After many years of thinking, i understand the most important thing is the trust. From this idea, you can create a lot of different and harmonious system of rules for the relationship with others. In this way, i also study law and prefer contract law, maybe linking with the fact that trust is the reason why law permits to enforce an agreement.

The main problem of the trust is to begin it. How could begin confident in something or in someone ? I ask myself about this point for a long time and my answer is "never". Each time, this is like a bet you make in a poker turn. You can lose it. You can win more than your bet. But, to win, you've to play. My choice was also to trust everyone at anytime, from the first moment i met the person to the moment where he / she could made something wrong. From the wrong time, i couldn't trust anymore and this is finished to "play" with him forever. The poker turn is gone and the bet is lost. To wait for the next one is the only possibility.

At first, i was this moral person and trust everyone. But, in some areas of the life, it's more difficult to trust than other, only because you could lose more than you think. I believe this is the case for a loverelationship. Without trust, you could not create some true, deep and sincere relationship. Everything is based on the trust. But, story after story, disappointment after disappointment, you don't want to give your trust for someone in a loverelationship. You only think it's too dangerous for your life...

One day, you understand you become nihilist. Because you're nihilist, a lot of simple person couldn't trust you. If you don't think some moral rules are necessaries, how someone could give you an important secret or ask you to do something which is essential for him ? It's only because nihilism is not a mirror to the personnality of this person, only a way of philosophy... For simple person, who are not well educated in philosophy, they couldn't understand that and only think you're a bad guy... Because you're nihilist, you know you can make anything you want, according with your moral rules if you had. So, your life seems to be in disorder and without any guideline. You seem to be not a trusty person. That's the fact.

One day, you met a woman. You love her deeply, truly and sincerely. You told her what's your previous life because you think it's the better way to proof she could trust you. But, she is afraid by your previous life... You couldn't say something to explain how you're trusty. You can do anything you want, she will see only the bad side and forget every nice things you make to her. Everything appears to be against you. She doesn't want to make a bet because she thinks she has high possibilities to lose it. You could just ask her to have some time to prove how trusty you are. She hasn't the time to wait... By fears, she would adopt a wrong behaviour with you and your love. The result is you may think she doesn't love you truly. You decide to stop to put money on the poker table. You think you will just lose the initial bet. Everyone lose big for this little problem of trust...

And you become a truly nihilist who is thinking, maybe, trust is not based on everything... You also want to cancel your moral rules. You want to become pragmatic and to continue to think about woman, only in the sex way - because that is the only essential difference with man. You will lose the possibility for a long time to love someone. Next time, you won't be able to give the initial trust. You was a good guy, but you become nihilist, then you are not a good guy...

Romook, "any resemblance with any real character is pure coincidence"

jeudi 22 novembre 2007

Zen latrine attitude

During my stay in the latrines, I enjoy to read some philosophy books. Today, one said "The usual actions of the life as to get tup, to get washed, to eat, to walk, to go in the rest rooms, are every faces of the Way." I'm pleased to read it in this particular place. I know I'm walking in the right direction for the Way, staying in the latrines.

Romook, Zen Philosopher

dimanche 26 août 2007

Strange post : the backdated post 2

I think it could be a nice game to make sometimes new ancient post and to drive my readers in a labyrinth of backdated posts... Maybe, it could be amuzing to give some informations for the LIAR (for example), but, these informations could be find only in the past. How mad is this blogger?, you could ask yourself... Definitely you're right.

Probably, I need to meet a web doctor to explain I've mental illness about my blog : I don't want to publish some new posts in the future, but only in the past... Like I want to rewrite my experience or my life. I could name my illness the backdated déjà vu.

What's the idea ? When I write something on my blog, usually, it's to point some news around me or my feelings, or a new idea I caught in the day... So, briefly, I write something which has a span between me and the reality. I can sometimes write something to be publish after, in the case which I guess something could happen. By the way, I can write something after an event to mark it, to let a view - even if it's a very personal view and no one except me can understand... But, now, I will make a progress in the blog's writing technics because I will write something new in the past, only in the past, with or without link with the present.

I know what I mean when I write something to be linking with the present, even it will be publish in the future. But, what does it mean exactly if I write something new for the past? It's like rewrite my own past. So, it's backdated. This is ok on this point. Why I use déjà vu ? Because when I read it after, I couldn't understand exactly what I meant. This was in the past, with no link include in the present reality of this past... It could be strange like a déjà vu...

Now, I create a new illness for the IC century, and only for blog... I'm a creator as I want to become when I was young. Dream is reality... My own reality...

Romook, freeze hot blogger...

samedi 4 août 2007

Strange post : the backdated post

Today is tuesday 28th august in the evening. I'm tired and, tomorrow, I will go in England - at London precisely - to take my chance getting a job. Usually, I write my post before the date they are published. So, I have sometimes two or three post written, waiting to be online. It's very interesting. But I like symetrical things and I remark today, if you read my blog's calendar, from up to down, line by line, you shall discover there is two posts by vertical lines, but not for the 4th, the 26th and the 30th august...

For the 30th, I've written it today, so I don't need to be anxious about that. But for the 4th and the 26th, there is no way! It's the past and I can just make some new ancient posts to have them at these days. The first is this one which I explain - now, actually, you read it - i needto backdate some posts... Two exactly...

The problem is no reader can discover this, because there are no one to want read my ancient posts. If it's a new reader, maybe, randomly, he could get an ancient - just to see. But, if it's a regular, he just want to catch the new one, the last post...

So, dear reader, if you detect I have made this post - write a comment to explain how you discover it. If there is no comment, it's because no one before you read it...

Romook, mad blogger...

jeudi 18 janvier 2007

Just a reflexion about humour...

I'm reading "Stupidity", a book of Avital Ronell (I told you about her before). This book explains why "stupidity" is a big philosophical problem. While I read, I ask myself about foreign people. I think you have a way to know what these think truly about you : the joke-test.

You could make a joke with foreign persons. If you understand their culture, you know if they could understand this like a joke. Or, sometimes, they didn't laugh, just explained why you didn't understand something... Or then didn't reply (the worst!!). Just a big silent. So big.

First at all, you could ask yourself if your pronunciation is right. So, if there is no more problem to communicate with you in other ways, you know it wasn't. Terrible, that sounds terrible.

Secondly, in the bad case they explained to you something you seemed not understand, you know they just think you are not able to make a joke, but you're able to understand why you're wrong.

Thirdly, this is the worst case : they just kept silent. Like they haven't listened something. This meaning is they just think you're so stupid. And, they didn't want to explain something because you're not able to understand. They think your mind's agility is so poor. So, in this case, you seem just as stupid people. And there is no way to exit. If you've explained before your humour, they just kept in mind, you're stupid and they didn't want to make an effort to explain. If you haven't explained before, you could try.

The better case, you're with stupid people, they didn't understand your hability or your mind. In my experience, I give you an advice, just make joke for you : they couldn't understand and, after a joke, you're just more stupid in front of them. So, just believe it's a funny moment to have some people think you're stupid because they are...

And, this joke-test is available with people who live in your country. More funny...

Romook, sometimes it's difficult to have relationships with stupid persons

mercredi 10 janvier 2007

Proof of my travel in China

As you can read in my blog, I'm in China. Nowadays I explained one or more things I saw. Today, I want to give you one example of what is the difference between China and Europe. Under this, you can see a picture. If you look precisely, then you could know I am in China... Now, look and think about it. The answer is in my comment under this post :-)


mardi 28 novembre 2006

Coffee time

I like take a morning coffe behind my computer, writing something or reading blogs. But, sometimes, my body is so tired and puts my mind in a dark space. After that, i cannot write some posts because my will leaves me.

This morning is like this case. Yesterday evening, i've played squash (and sunday afternoon too) and, because i've no good training now, i feel so tired, arms and legs hurting me. In this terrible conditions, i need to be very simple in my post. So, you could expect, an hard link between the mind and the body exists and i cannot go against this natural way.

I'm not lazzy, just need to be quiet.

Today, my blog is closed for this reason...

Romook, not so much

mercredi 8 novembre 2006

My last chance...

Tomorrow morning, i will have an exam. No one knows this fact - only three or four persons. I want to become an engineer. So, i give on my blog my feeling about this. It's an important thing for me. I have made no study to become data computer engineer, but i've written three books and there are some engineer students using my books in their school. So, I think i could be one too. The most important thing for me, to pass this exam, is because after i could register me in a doctoral study, in a cryptographic speciality. For my professional life, there is no sense : it's only for my pleasure. Because i'm mad, probably...

So, this evening i feel alone to prepare this oral examination about my work (you know it, i told you when i was in China!!). I've written a cryptographic programming language. It's original, aesthetic and complex. I think it's a good work. But, now, i feel alone in my room. Now, i will return prepare it. It will arrive very quick because I will have it tomorrow morning, nine o'clock... This my last chance to become engineer, after, there is no way. So, now, I go.

Please, turn off the light before you leave. Thanks.

Romook, always student...

jeudi 2 novembre 2006

Reading books...

This evening i've read one book about the difference between Common Law and Civil Law Systems in Europa. I think it's very interesting to read it. I've a lot of new ideas because i know, in China, now is a good time to make a new form of system law.

In Europa, we have a christians tradition of thinking, some human right ideas, but, in every way, it's linked with a certain idea of property, of a man and of a social rule. In China, it's absolutely different. I think some parts of our european - i mean old in this way - world is not the best as it's possible. In this respect, i believe chinese people has a chance to create a new world. The most difficulty is to keep in mind confucianism and european human right has no chance to live together...

If in Europa there is a problem about security - i mean the security of the citizens in the street - it's solely because there is no social rule of respect between the citizens. All way of communication are like a little war with a winner and a loser. Who wants to be the loser ? Everyone wants to be the winner... In this respect, if you're the winner, some other people respect you. In fact, this idea is the base of the insecurity. Some part of European World, in France or in Germany - there is no difference for these kinds of problem - are like a middle-aged clan. The legal rule doesn't exist. It's only a relationship between a winner and a loser. All is ok to win, that's the rule. In China, the most important thing is the social harmony. In this respect, if you want to be a winner, you could only be this if you don't disturb the harmony social rule. If you do it, for others, you're the loser. You lost all.

The great difference between chinese culture and european culture on this point is, in China, you're a good man if you're build by your regular behaviour the social harmony. In our european country, one man can disturb the world, perhaps the world could be showed as a loser. Priority is for the one, for his freedom and other ridiculous things. I think we're absolutely wrong. But, for this moment, China - and chinese gouvernment - is showed like a black sheep, like this country need to change to be more modern. It's not the right way i think.

Human rights are not a good thing. It's a luxury argument to justify destroying our planet, for some great compagnies could be the winner. It's not for a well-ife of the world, it's an economic right. To create a new world, it's possible, but, not for us, european people, because we're sure we've right and other are wrong. But we're not the center of the world. Maybe, now, it's possible, we're this center, economic center, but what's about one thousand of year ? What's about three thousands of year? It's only by luck we're now this center. What's about one thousand after ? If there is...

I need to sleep. So, i'll let you on this dreamed idea... Oh! I need to give you one more information : i dislike football.

Romook, non-human right : which other way is possible ?

dimanche 29 octobre 2006

Sun is shining

Sun is shining: happy sunday. I will take my shoes and go outside to run. Running is an expression of freedom. For me, of course. It's so long time i haven't gone outside, especilay to run. So, now, i'll go. There is nothing to understand, i only want to run. Why i write it? Think about it, think about it...

Romook, runner

mardi 24 octobre 2006

I'm airline pilot

Sometimes, i see from my blog some clouds, some nice lands and i imagine the visitor's life. Blogging is like an art, you know, i explained it before, but you have to understand clearly what i mean. I want to show you my idea.

My blog is, litle by litle, a master piece of informatic, that's a natural way of developement, of course, because i'm data processing specialist: Informatic is like an art or a religion (but i think, i need to use "and", not "or", that's an another problem). In this respect, each day, i will include some new things to make it better. That's a great pleasure. Now, i'm like a repair man who needs to have a nice motor in his plane. So, after i have some good machine to travel in the sky, so happy to use it. I go inside, wait a few moment i have some free sky, have a good wheather for a little moment, start off my motor, look my way in the face and go to fly!

In the sky, i could more have a recollection and make a choice of the one i want to show, to explain. Perhaps some visitors think i write post by accident about this news or about one subject. Sometimes, it is. Sometimes, it isn't. I think i have my visitors in my airplane like guests : i need to give them some special view of my country. I take their hand and give the way to go on these lovely spots of my mind.

Did you read Gombrowicz's journal ? If yes, you could easily understand what i mean. Else, you need to read it! I have aplan of my way to explain something and i prepare some post few days before to publish them. In this way, you will know there is no innocent accident about my online publication. I have to say the truth : sometimes it's an accident. But, this not the main line of my blog. In every part, this spot is a view of my brain's work thinking.

In this respect, i have to make some choice every day : it's an art. I have to explain other thing. I want to give a new way of thinking to my visitor. To have a result, i need to shock them sometimes. But, maybe my visitors are so free in their mind now because there is no shocking problem i see. So, at first, i want to pilot their mind to a new way : why there is no possibility to make it? So strange, in my life, i shock a lot of person, but, here, there is no problem. Oh! I know! It's easy to understand, someone didn't have to think about something could switch off my blog quickly and go on other... Poor man...

Think about it, and you will find in my blog some new pleasure. After, you need to think why i write this. Here, you have a new door to open. You're welcome! Come, come, i'm so pleased to welcome you in my house's brain.

Innocent writing doesn't exist.

Romook, "there is something in the conscience which is, in fact, a trap for itself" (W. Gombrowicz)